Back Now, more than ever....

It won't take much to be back "more than ever."
Motherhood is still great and wonderful- a total blessing, perfectly designed by God, and somehow I still haven't ruinded everything about our wonderful children. They smile and scream in the same instant, are grateful but complain in the same breath. They play hard and eat A LOT, an acre garden wouldn't be sufficient. It takes everything I have to stay sain and at the same time I'm totally aware of God's eternal graciousness, their precioiusness- every time I look at them. I see their innocent eyes and imagine their unrealized longing for their creater; his complete satisfaction, better than mommy (can you imagine?), better than Mickey Mouse, better than Chocolate Milk.
I pray for all you new moms, moms to be. I hold on to the goodness of our little ones, I won't let go, because sometimes its as close as I can get to realizing that Some One loves me as much as I love them, even more. And then, for one breath, everything is okay.